never so unwanted
you can leave now
ever attached
reflection as rational
to
emotions of exclusion, rejection, loneliness
dymorsphic delusion
my hands
over my eyes
can you see me anymore
or will it all go away
a lure of mystical escapes
the realms of my other realities
silences from torments
spaces from suffocators
all I need to do is close my eyes
letting me go is letting me come back
aware yet unaware
aware by space, reflection & admittance
unaware by confusion, avoidance & denial
blinkering perceptions until comfort found
becoming our truth
I don’t think I want to do this anymore
succumb to present
entertaining futures, wallowing in pasts
abandon all but now
with action, without results
freedom
